parasite from parasite by Ada Rook

i can only tell you what i've recovered
i can only tell you what i know
there are parts of me that broke into pieces
there are parts that only cracked like stone
and in the stillness of the moment
there is doubt i can't afford to show
there's awareness that i can't tell the difference
between what i call hell and home

i can feel myself slipping away
with every step i take
but you're right here with me
i can feel myself slipping away
with every step i take
but you're here

i know it's not all that i am
(but it takes her over)
i know i'm so much more than that
(does anyone even know her?)

some days it feels like i've already died
some days i don't feel anything inside

i can feel myself slipping away
with every step i take
but you're right here with me
i can feel myself slipping away
with every step i take
but you're right here with me
i can feel myself slipping away
with every step i take
but you're right here
i can feel myself slipping away
away
with you
with you.

• Electronic
• ambient
• concrete
• industrial
• Vancouver