trust from parasite by Ada Rook

i dream of floating through the world alone
a ticket to a place where i can
be something that i have never known
where is home
a girl set adrift, am i becoming this
do i have a name
do i have a soul

i don't want to understand
but this is so much more complex than circumstance
what did i have
memory is hard to trust
am i at fault for feeling what i am

i try to convince myself that
i can repair the scars and holes
there is anger at the thought
of being what i'm not
this is all that i have known, so
i can't feel it, i don't know
i am haunted
i am cold

i don't want to understand
but this is so much more complex than circumstance
what did i have
memory is hard to trust
am i at fault for feeling what i am

• Electronic
• ambient
• concrete
• industrial
• Vancouver