Suicidal Strain from Suicidal Strain by Add Zedd
Suicidal Strain continues the story from Breakdown, diving deep into the pain after a fight. It captures the dark thoughts that arise when love feels lost—the fear of never hearing that voice again, never seeing that smile. The song is raw and intense, exploring the struggle between despair and the will to keep going. It’s a powerful reflection on facing the darkest moments and choosing to survive.
Tracklist
| 5. | Suicidal Strain | 6:26 |
Lyrics
In my dreams I wanna fly
I wake up and see my life
In my life I wanna die
'Cause my life is slaying all my time
If I ever sleep with you alone
If I ever cannot sing my song
You will find me dying on my own
Royal hotel darkest night
I'm sitting, waiting for your steps
Come to me, improve my sight
Take me far away, delay my death
If I ever sleep with you alone
If I ever cannot sing my song
You will find me dying on my own
When I see your face before me
When I see you dancing through my fears
I just want to get you back again
Now I want you to kill my temper
Now I want you to wash away my tears
Now I want you to help me kill my wane
I want you to heal my pain
Heal my pain
Give me roses, give me kiss
Tell me that I'm not insane
Touch and open my tense fists
Help me kill my suicidal strain
If I ever sleep with you alone
If I ever cannot sing my song
You will find me dying on my own
So I know you think that I'm prosy
Love is breathing in my heart
It's breathing only for you
But I hope you like my heart because it
Says to you the truth
Always says the truth
When I see your face before me
When I see you dancing through my fears
I just want to get you back again
Now I want you to kill my temper
Now I want you to wash away my tears
Now I want you to help me kill my wane
I want you to heal my pain
I want you to heal my pain
Windy weather closes the sky and wants to hold the sun
Gleams of happiness aspire to run
Just one word that I did not say and I want to hide
Bloody stainless knife
Will decide my life
Live or die, there is no sense
I'm insane, I hate the light
It is strange, I wanna die
'Cause my life is slaying away my time
If I ever sleep with you alone
If I ever cannot sing my song
You will find me dying on my own
Credits
License
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I write music to capture emotional states, not moments of popularity. Most tracks start at the piano and evolve into rock, electronic, or cinematic forms. I’m self-taught, working alone with limited tools, focusing on feeling over polish and honesty over perfection.