Fear from Self War by Cold Shoulder
Tracklist
| 7. | Fear | 2:53 |
Lyrics
A hopeless backwards march and the seconds blend
seamlessly into years
(a lost soul//once cold)
dripping with sweat
gripped with constant regret
anxiety
a struggle to breathe
and find peace
inside my own mind
the noise is fucking unbearable
Ten years
Ten years and i'm still
searching for an answer
can't tell if i've lost my way
or i'm bound to failure
Ever pressing,
a constant fear
of falling further down this hole
I distance myself within myself
and wonder if I'll ever know
If I've wasted the years
chasing
something
worth absolutely nothing at all
If I'm treading water,
growing tired each day
I drown
Ten years of tying myself to a sinking ship
I claw my way back to the surface
to sink again
Here i lay, waiting to drown, gasping for air,
i'm dying to hear your simple solutions
Sorrow swings back and forth
Incomplete and broken
Pulsing with white noise and everyone fades out of focus
the pressure inside my head,
it wont subside
there's nowhere to run
and i can't find a place to hide
No Sleep
I can't eat
can't see straight
there's no light
no fight left in me
reassurance rests dead at the bottom
Ten years
Ten years and i'm still
searching for an answer
can't tell if i've lost my way
or i'm bound to failure
The Fear
The fear of waking up
and realizing i'm nothing
i'm no one
I'm nowhere
I'm no one
i'll never be free of this
the weight of it all
is fucking
crushing me
it's getting
harder to breathe
fuck, i'm done
