Happiness by Sil-A 실라

Happiness concludes the story of This Is Not a Sad Song & Orphan Fae. This song questions our relationship with happiness: is it worth it, or something to fear?
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It's the beginning of a bigger story from the upcoming full album 'OhThe Places You'll Go!
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This song is the conclusion of a trilogy, exploring the bittersweet reality of the feeling we all chase—so often heartbreakingly short-lived. The lyrics question our relationship with happiness: is it worth it, or something to fear? Disappointments… Betrayal… Written from past loves and raw reflection, the melody holds both ache and tenderness. To honor the story, Sil-A will release a musical short film, bringing its journey to the screen. Something magical is coming.

Tracklist

1.	Happiness	2:57

Lyrics

Actually I
I have a confession to make
You see welI
How can I say this

Happiness
You don't feel so good
Wish I just understood, why you fade away so fast
Make it last
Why don't you ever stay
Just rip up our lovely memories to burn them at the stake
Just rip up every piece of me to throw it all away
I'm okay I'll just smile the pain away

바람 맞다 (Constantly hit by the wind)
괜찮아 울지마 (It will be okay, don't cry)
항상 이렇게 말다 (I always tell myself)
It's all be just be fine
Just play make believe until it's not a lie
I’m alright

You throw me out into the ocean
You knock me out when I can't breathe
Just throw me out into the deep end
Know I can’t swim
I’ll keep drowning in my thoughts
I can’t swim
I’ll keep drowning in my thoughts
I can’t swim
I’ll keep drowning in your thoughts
And all that’s left of us I'll take it to the grave
And I have to admit that I'm afraid
Afraid of happiness

Credits

released September 9, 2025
Written by Sil-A 실라 (Ethercilla)
Artist Website: www.ethercilla.com

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