ÐЯΣΛDǏΛИϾΣ from ⦊ꓓΞṾǏṾΞꓷ⦉ by PJ Banfield

(Verse 1)
Woke up wrecked in a tangle of wires,
Face still aches, but the flame expires.
I beat death once, now I beg for fire,
Trapped in the static of a life I admire.

Ash in the lungs, but I’m breathing guilt,
Cracked my soul on a structure I built.
Cursed with a cure, now the silence tilts,
Every relapse stitched into heaven’s quilt.

Med drip symphonies hum in my head,
I traded my fear for the hunger instead.
I survived, but I’m married to dread,
Sleep in a bed where the blood runs red.

(Verse 2)
Can’t rewind when the scars are twitchin’,
Hope’s a ghost in a frail transmission.
Kept my faith in a false remission,
Now I’m just prey in a pale condition.

Ripped from the grave just to rot again,
Sick in the skull with a phantom pen.
Can’t tell what’s real or what I pretend,
Crave the end just to loop the trend.

Shadows crawl through the cracks in the frame
Every win just echoes the shame
I left the fire but I kept the flame
Now the pain don’t scream, it sings my name

(Hook)
Tore the death out
Fought the flame
But I came back scarred
Not the same
This is Dreadiance
No escape
Life keeps swinging
I just break

(Verse 3)
Twist the pills in the palm like fate,
Faith don’t fit in the fractured state.
Pace in a maze that I fabricate,
Smile like hell just to validate.

Tethered to relapse, dressed in delay,
Falling asleep with a prayer in decay.
Skin’s still glowing but the soul’s all gray,
Talk like peace but I rot when I stay.

Crave that numb like a needle kiss,
Pray for the void in the moments I miss.
Pain in the chest like a clenched fist twist,
Dance with the dark just to coexist.

(Bridge)
I am the echo
of every dose
The afterglow
of getting close
No halo
No clean slate
Just breath left
in a rusted state

(Hook – Refrain)
Tore the death out
Fought the flame
But I came back scarred
Not the same
This is Dreadiance
No escape
Life keeps swinging
I just break

(Outro)
I just break
I just break
I just break
I just break


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