try from try by DOOR EATER

Never thought it'd be this way
Laugh it off and run away
Never thought it'd be this way
Laugh it off and run
Run

I don't need to describe everything
Ache into the night
(Laugh it off and run away)
And the wounds shift as I speak
Cemetary narrative I'll never give you anything

Laugh it off and run, this fantasy of distance
Haunting every one of all my contradictions
I've been here before, so many times a circle
Tear it all apart but somehow inside it's worse still

This is how it is, this is how it is
It's bad girl
This is how it is, this is how it is
The barrenness

This is how it is, this is how it is
It's bad girl
This is how it is, this is how it is
The barrenness

This is how it is:
All these years, all the chaos and fear
Everything done to me still so unclear
If this is how it is does anybody know the reason for it?
I just want some fucking peace after everything

Falling again into the nothing
I only really wanted one thing
There's nowhere else that I can get it
It will destroy me
I will let it

If no one can be forgiven
If human hearts are distance
If there is no light left in anyone in this world

This is how it is, this is how it is
It's bad girl
This is how it is, this is how it is
The barrenness

This is how it is, this is how it is
It's bad girl
This is how it is, this is how it is
The barrenness

This is how it is, this is how it is
It's bad girl
This is how it is, this is how it is
The barrenness

This is how it is, this is how it is
It's bad girl
This is how it is, this is how it is
The barrenness

No
How could this be it?
Stupid basic shit
Was it only the illusion of confidence?

Everything inside of me
I'm so scared to let you see
What if it just sends you running?
But if I stay unknown
I know all my desperate hope will amount to nothing

If all the colors of pain
If everything in my way can't stop me
Then nothing ever will
And though this world is a cage
I'm through with running away
I'm not free
But I'm not alone and I'm still here

If no one can be forgiven
If human hearts are distance
If there is no light left in anyone in this world

At least I tried

• Electronic
• Noise
• Pop
• breakcore
• industrial
• noise pop
• Los Angeles