the BOOk by eghostripper
Credits
released August 11, 2024
-_the_book_and_the_author/ess_-
when i was just a kid
my family home
had a lot of books
we had a library
in the living room
we had books in the attic
we had books in the basement
we had books all around the house
mother taught me how to read
each letter she told me to draw
whenever i was bored
i was given a pen and paper
draw my child, write if you wish
have fun
when i asked my father
why do we have so many books
he told me my son
the knowledge is in the books
i have read each and every book
all adults read many books
you should read a book
if it is fun for you
so i drew and so i read
i drew monsters and aliens
i've read so many books
i have written so many poems
this was the sin of my father
this was the sin of my mother
they have given me a chance to exist
in this world a place to hide in fantasy
it was a horrifying deception
i was fucking bloody tricked
in school most of the kids hated reading
i was considered a geek and a freak
i was an outcast
always a misfit
but i always had
many friends
so many friends
to bully me
to make fun of me
being a freaky geek
the bastard who reads
always too smart
a know-it-all
a stupid shit i was
always hiding out
in the libraries
always reading
so many books
you dumb shits
by my child-peers
i was molested
and i did molest
sometimes bullies
sometimes
the innocents
never have i forgiven
myself.
to others
i have always forgiven
all too easily
you dumb shits
try reading a book
i shall forgive no more
a specter
a shadow
this ghost
has some unfinished business
i shall end all games
i will carry you home
the end had no end
the end?
-_the_book_and_the_author/ess_-
when i was just a kid
my family home
had a lot of books
we had a library
in the living room
we had books in the attic
we had books in the basement
we had books all around the house
mother taught me how to read
each letter she told me to draw
whenever i was bored
i was given a pen and paper
draw my child, write if you wish
have fun
when i asked my father
why do we have so many books
he told me my son
the knowledge is in the books
i have read each and every book
all adults read many books
you should read a book
if it is fun for you
so i drew and so i read
i drew monsters and aliens
i've read so many books
i have written so many poems
this was the sin of my father
this was the sin of my mother
they have given me a chance to exist
in this world a place to hide in fantasy
it was a horrifying deception
i was fucking bloody tricked
in school most of the kids hated reading
i was considered a geek and a freak
i was an outcast
always a misfit
but i always had
many friends
so many friends
to bully me
to make fun of me
being a freaky geek
the bastard who reads
always too smart
a know-it-all
a stupid shit i was
always hiding out
in the libraries
always reading
so many books
you dumb shits
by my child-peers
i was molested
and i did molest
sometimes bullies
sometimes
the innocents
never have i forgiven
myself.
to others
i have always forgiven
all too easily
you dumb shits
try reading a book
i shall forgive no more
a specter
a shadow
this ghost
has some unfinished business
i shall end all games
i will carry you home
the end had no end
the end?








