Novacania from Lobotomy Girl by emmy houston
Tracklist
| 9. | Novacania | 3:06 |
Lyrics
i’m gonna die here!
no one in this house can make believe like i do
i’m tryna make it work but with these scratches
all i do is batshit, black out shit cause no one hears me!
i waited for him all those years
now i pretend he’s alway here
never been the type to pray then
rages in the play pen
my fantasies unhinged with time
brain is on rewind
it gets so hard just to breath, can’t get no release
from this premonition in my mind
they’ll bury me before my time
all these ghosts in novacania
no ones screaming lovesick quite like me
tickin’ over till last december
i’ll waste away in attica when i pretend you’re here
hear these ghosts in novacania
no ones felt the love since ‘016
just a spark but i’ll never surrender
this hopes the only thing thats left when i pretend you’re here
the night grew cold
just in time for me to get here
everyone i chased left here in the frost
innocence lost to the storm
never be warm in the frost
i can’t make it out alive so
i turned myself into a demon
he said that was my future but
i said i didn’t believed him
i’m cut up, lonely hearts club
got no sympathy, i’m fucked up
never be caught in the arms of a lover now
i can barely cover this up anymore
i’m a criminal and they be keeping score
suffocating when i sing
i can’t bring myself to the light
i can’t sing when it don’t feel right
i can’t fight this rage within
hold it back, all the violence
its never worth the sirens
they’ll never let us out again
if you say whats inside us
recover me! i don’t wanna die here
never had a chance, cause theres no one to confide in
i don’t wanna peek outside if it don’t compare
to the visions that i use when we both get scared
all these ghosts in novacania
no ones screaming lovesick quite like me
tickin over till last december
i’ll waste away in attica when i pretend you’re here
hear the ghosts in novacania
no ones felt the love since ‘016
just a spark but i’ll never surrender
this hopes the only thing thats left when i pretend you’re here
