deeper by delayed minds

Forced
Into the deep
Like a blue streak
I'm dead before the main trip

Sweety
Like you before
But not now
I wanna feel your warmth

Coldness
Like snow
I know
I know that was useless

Lost
In the dark
Searching for a spark
To remind ne of your light


But deeper
Deeper than before
Ocean takes me low
Where sorrow's waves flow

Lost
In the depths
Where memories echo
And shadows are kept

But deeper
Deeper than before
Ocean, embrace me more
Ocean, embrace me more

I'm too scared to even think about it, so I just don't.
I sidestep, trace the cracks, keep my hands busy,
talk about the music, talk about a work, about a price of coffe, talk about the song I lost somewhere between two lifetimes ago

But its here
It never left
Its waiting, sitting in the wals
Humming like a fridge at night
staring at me when I... Forget to move

And I'm scared.
Scared of my life, of my body
Scared of you, of us, Scared of the quiet, of the static in my head,

And it shoves me—
soft at first, just a nudge, then harder, then harder—
into something dark and bottomless.

And it pulls me under.
And deeper.
And deeper than before.

And it pulls me under.
And deeper.
And deeper than before.


And it scares me of my ugly and beauty
even when I'm at home or alone.
Gonna kill me, destroy me, take my skin and be gone.

BUT IT'S DEEPER.
IT'S DEEPER THAN BEFORE

• Experimental
• Ukraine
• art rock
• emo
• noise
• screamo
• shoegaze
• Kyiv