Aboulia from Deprived by Funeral Demon

Tracklist

3.	Aboulia	5:12

Lyrics

I have really tried
And I gave all efforts
Like always I failed miserably
My uselessness stabs me like daggers,
Each for every failure
I feel the darkness of the void growing
Drowning me in depressive-mud
I am tired and I lost all hope
Nothing can heal me
Hell is inside me
A black hole absorbing every failure
No longer resonate
I have really tried
And discovered I am more shit then I thought I am
Nothing can make me want to live
Not happy anymore, not sad anymore
Not angry or anxious
Just a burden that gave up
And waiting to die…