The music you're listening to now is by Gonzalo Caligari. And why do I say it in the third person? Because I don't consider myself the same person who composed these songs. I don't associate myself with that name anymore, I'm not that person. I've changed. My state of consciousness, my personality, my way of seeing the world. So I can't make music like Gonzalo Caligari anymore because I'm not that person.
I know it's a little repetitive, but we're talking about different levels of consciousness, different personalities. Then there is no point in continuing with something that does not represent me. All this could be being said to you in English, I think it will be much easier to understand. Maybe you don't even understand what I'm saying right now, but I think it's necessary.
It is necessary to rethink the strategy when you feel that you are not on the right track. And when you have to change, take another road. It makes no sense to keep doing the same thing. Because otherwise one gets stagnant. And I think that Gonzalo who made these songs was a little stuck, but not anymore.
The person I am now is going in a different direction and doesn't want to continue with this music. It's fun making weird and unusual music, but I don't feel like it's really what I want to do. I feel like I want to make more complex, mature and introspective music.
Obviously there are people who liked what I did, and I'm very grateful, but I was just a channel. My essence has changed, and I'm not going to continue making that type of music. So this really is a farewell to Gonzalo Caligari as a concept and I think this one, who had his good songs, his good moments
But we have to leave it behind and keep going. Maybe find another artistic name and another musical direction, or rethink whether to continue making music. But look forward, leaving that old image behind.
Ignoring the mirror because what it shows to you can be very misleading, and I don't feel identified with that mirror
It's not what I see in myself. And after all these awkward pauses and all the monologues contained within a single monologue, I come to the conclusion that these are the last minutes in which I speak to you as Gonzalo Caligari.
And that this is a recording of who I was or who lived here before, but this is not a recording about who I am and who I will be.
I relive everything once more
I got out of the water like the fish did.
Waiting for a place of my own
While colloquiums turn into clouds