Counting (Single) by Harmless

Counting:
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Trust me, I swear it was never for the attention.
Or the affection that was brought to me.
All I heard was that it's for the best.
"Remember to take NO more than ONE a day."
I heard him repeat, while my mind started sinking in.

My whole life had paused, as he handed me the "cure",
to fix what was the cause of a shattered and unlucky heart.
To feel like I had a purpose, to make me want to stay and say that
I wanted to see more of this world. I just had to take "one",
and the ghosts would slowly fade away.

My feelings on standby, as if they cease to exist.
As least I don't have to resist the dark cloud that
once stood above me.

As If all of my problems were just
a mere figment of my imagination.

Do you think..
Do you think..

Do you think that I want to use these pills as a compass,
to find my way out of this place?
They euthanize all the feelings in my body.
Leaving me brain dead, serene, and STILL.

Oh god, how one day I wish I could just
wake up and not have to put placebos into my
system.

One day, i'll show the world.
That I don't need you around..
I don't need to be friends with Celexa..

to find my own light..

out of this fucking place..

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