Precious from Bystander by icewings

if only you knew
what these sounds mean
piercing through my head and they make me bleed
you were just the creator, i had to be my own god
at least give me a chance to prove ive grown enough

ive been going out, smoking cigs in the pouring rain
ive been crying out, numb myself just to catch a break
i have done so much to help myself, but it still prevails
i cant handle shit bein out of my control, it makes me insane

its the only thing that i still hate
had to say it
there's no point to it, there's no end goal
its momentary relief, yea it just helps you stall

ive been going out, smoking cigs in the pouring rain
ive been crying out, numb myself just to catch a break
i have done so much to help myself, but it still prevails
i cant handle shit bein out of my control, it makes me insane
if only you knew what these sounds mean
piercing through my head and they make me bleed
you dont see it, you dont hear it, you dont wanna listen
and you never ever see me when its really hittin

you were just the creator, i had to be my own god
at least give me a chance to prove ive grown enough
putting locks on all the seams, never have em split
im not asking for a dream, i'm asking to live
you failed me
you failed me
you failed me
and you failed yourself

ima sleep as long as i want
ima smoke as much as i want
i just wanna be free
that shits so fucking precious to me

mm i had to say it, mmmhhh

• Hip-Hop/Rap
• Germany