DUSK BUSES from DUSK BUSES by Izzie Drizzle
Tracklist
| 11. | DUSK BUSES | 4:50 |
Lyrics
Last night I dreamt of Suicide
His hands lurked around me and handed me the bluest knife
Boxcutter slipped into my fingers whispered “between you and i
Sit upon your windowsill and wait until the moon arise”
Face stained with tears, forever streaming out the gloomy eyes
Moon arise - glance down at my sinistra side
Right hand moving with intent and sinister stride
Blade breaks the flesh takes my veins for a ride
And I can still hear the sound rough scraping as I take a life
I awake my right hand desperately clutching
Turn my lights on and realise it’s holding nothing
No sadistic laughter through rotten teeth
Or haemorrhaging bloodstains on my cotton sheets
The only thing that followed out the dream were my sodden cheeks
I can’t stop crying since taking those pills
Supposed to be affirming but they’re breaking my will
The images haunt me as the bloodstains soaking
Irreparable damage and the floodgates open
It’s like it really happened cuz the visions that vivid
No scarring in my wrist I never finished that mission
Sure there’s scarring elsewhere but only ever done to cope
Not enough to have the same result as hanging on a rope
Can’t stand to be alone even my dust suffers
I take trips to cusp tussles days drip so must hustle
Face did and cunts chuckle they win so fucked up it’s
Dusk Buses
And I escape
And run away
Into a grave
And I fall asleep
In transit motion
And dream
Of oceans
Swallow me whole
I drown
There is no sun
And no moon
I try to swim upwards
Try to see the stars
I belong to the cosmos
I’m on my way home
My prison
Is made of plastic
And my bones
My bones
Are dust in the wind
I'm full of snakes
And my guts are all in knots
I'm full of snakes
And my guts are all in knots
I'm full of snakes
And my guts are all in knots
I'm full of snakes
And my guts begin to rot
