young & healthy from bed rotting by Jai Mohan

and i think
i don't really wanna die
i just want the pain to stop

and i think i don't want to leave my cats
my parents wouldn't take good care of them
they'd miss me

and i think i'm young and i've got
so much life ahead of me
doctor says i'm young and healthy

i just want the pain to stop

and i think that i'm a singer
when the world needs a healer
and i think i'm getting better
it's hard as fuck to tell

i want to be well
i just want the pain to stop

she said, "your life is perfect,
why would you want to die?"
i didn't know how to say
i don't sleep at night

i just want the pain to stop
i just want

• Alternative
• classical crossover
• indie pop
• queer
• singer-songwriter
• vocal
• New York