for nothing by zoltar

everything's a blur
what a fucking mess
my heart is never sure
cause i didn't take my meds
and even if i'm wrong
at least i got to see you
you're a work of art
you divine in every move

but you could make me spiral jus like that
yeah i can make mistakes
but i'm not all bad
i know that i'm a lot
i jus wish you understood
if i could trade my heart
for another brain i would

and i don't wanna come off
like i'm obsessed with you
but would it be so crazy
if you felt it too
i know i got my doubts
i even tried to leave
but every time you text
i find it hard to speak
and even though you're right there on my screen
it feels like you're a thousand miles away from me
i jus want us to cross paths eventually
but when you don't respond
it gets hard to breathe

they don't know what i been thru
i'm glad you know
all about my cracked skin and fragile bones
i jus wanna make sure that we take it slow
i don't wanna ruin our one chance to grow
i'm a mess
i don't care bout what i need
i jus need to know that you still want me
i know i need constant reassurance
i've earned this
i worked too hard on myself
so it's time i cause a disturbance

and i don't wanna come off
like i'm obsessed with you
but would it be so crazy
if you felt it too
i know i got my doubts
i even tried to leave
but every time you text
i find it hard to speak
and even though you're right there on my screen
it feels like you're a thousand miles away from me
i jus want us to cross paths eventually
but when you don't respond
it gets hard to breathe

so take my hand
we'll be alright
you rain check for
another night
splitting headaches
they beckon me
just like a lighthouse
across the sea

hold me closer now
i feel like i'm so lost
in this world
i'm jus tryna figure u out
i'm so inadequate to my core

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