My madness from FRACTURE by Mark of the Sphinx

3 months ...
no courage ... just madness ...
brutal awakening, like a sudden death, bathed in a pool of confusion, drowned in my illusions
...it's not courage... just madness ...
I lost the thread of time,
everything is grey and heavy,
it's madness ... just madness ...
everything that composes me has disappeared, it can't be real, I crawl to find a way out...
the pain ... only pain
I forgot myself...
I killed myself...

Between truth and fiction,
I'm on my knees,
Insane, self-agression,
burning pain in me,

Feelings, like an infection
that eat my needs,

Hate and self-destruction,
Are inscribed in me,

Trapped in my self-prison,
And still sealed by me

6 months...
no courage...just madness...
the sun is still rising but it's not the same hit,
the moon is still shining but not in the same streets,
...it's not courage... just madness ...
I just followed my intuitions and my dreams?
it's madness ... just madness ...
fighting against memories who never have been real,
turn loops every moments, and always face this wall ...
Can't forgive myself...
I killed myself

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