homework by oddeen

작은 편지 봉투 안에는 가득 쌓인 집안일이 들어있다.

누군 멍때릴때 아무 생각도 하지 않는다고 하더라. 나는 아직 그게 너무 어려워. 표현하지 못하면 남는게 없다고 느끼는건지, 자꾸 뭔가를 말하려해. 그게 너에겐 부담일 수 있겠다. 유난떨듯 보일 수도 있겠지만, 난 이런게 아직 재밌나봐. 덕분에 쉬는 법을 잊었어. 별 생각 없는 하루를 보내고, 몸도 마음도 진정시킬 수 있는 사람이고 싶어.
이런 얘기 들어줘서 고마워.

Someone told me once that when they zone out, they’re really not thinking about anything.
I still find that really hard to do.
Maybe it’s because I feel like if I don’t express something, it just disappears, so I keep trying to say things.
I guess that might feel like a lot for you.
It could come off as being overly dramatic or intense.
But honestly, I think I still kind of enjoy this kind of stuff.
Because of that, I think I’ve forgotten how to just chill.
I want to be the kind of person who can have a day without overthinking everything,
someone who can actually relax, both physically and mentally.
Thanks for listening to all of this.

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