HowDoILook by Pillow Queens

It took a while but I don't mind
How does my body look in this light?
It took a while but I don't mind
How do I look now, how do I look now?

I've stopped my thoughts,
it's the only way of keeping sensations from creeping up on me
and crushing whatever's keeping me going
i just cant let my mind wander
it always takes a dodgy street and i get nervous
and just retreat

but this is slowly killing me
this is slowly destroying me
this is slowly decaying me
but i am home now I can let myself fall

It took a while but I don't mind
how does my body look in this light?
It took a while but I don't mind
How do I look now how do I look now?

maybe i'd expected more or it was just my lack of vision
but after years this 4x4 just wasn't as i had imagined
but your head is on my pen, is on my bed
it's hard to right your wrongs but you won't admit your flaws
and oh god they're beautiful

but this is slowly killing me
this is slowly destroying me
this is slowly decaying me
but i am home now I can let myself fall

It took a while but I don't mind
how does my body look in this light?
It took a while but I don't mind
How do I look now how do I look now?

• Alternative
• Rock
• indie
• indie punk
• indie rock
• queer
• Dublin