Day Drinkin from Pissin/Drinkin by Saint Cassidy

Why now
This little hole in my chest
Not like this, Lord
All my self control to the test
Givin up my chip
Another little white key tag
Bit between my teeth
Tethered to a slim, brown bag
A little trouble, another little setback
Call it what it is, another goddamn relapse
4 in the mornin, I'm waking up in my piss
Try again, but my heart's a little less in it

Whiskey bottle,
You got me standin six feet tall
Not for much it seems cause now I'm doin plain fuck all
Vodka and apple juice
Has got me walkin off the roof
How come my decisions are never ones I'd choose
It's all a wash it seems
I'm never gettin out alive
They say I'll kill myself, I'll get there one day at a time

What am I doin any of this for?
What goes around comes around
I'm sick of cycles where I let you down
I don't wanna let you down
I don't wanna let you down

Why, God
You know I been through so much
Always a little more
Why can't it ever be enough
Always a lesson, always a sin
Get me off the tweak so I can go and try again
It's a crime, it's a sin, it's all unfair
Let me live outside, I cannot cope in here
Born to break bones, forced to break bread
I wanna get clean but I fear I'm already dead

Whiskey bottle,
You got me standin six feet tall
Not for much it seems cause now I'm doin plain fuck all
Vodka and apple juice
Has got me walkin off the roof
How come my decisions are never ones I'd choose
It's all a wash it seems
I'm never gettin out alive
They say I'll kill myself, I'll get there one day at a time

What am I doin any of this for?
What goes around comes around
I'm sick of cycles where I let you down
All I'm tryin is just to try and try and try, again and again
I don't wanna wear your patience thin
I don't wanna make you do all this shit again
I just can't seem to make you proud of me

• Folk
• drink punk
• folk punk
• neo-folk
• Seattle